THIS one will work?

 I have bought maybe 4 journals in the last month.  Each one I think, 'Maybe this one is THE one I will write in'.  Maybe THIS one has the right vibe.  Juju. As part of my recovery from mental illness I have learned that journaling is a coping skill - a healthy one - and I want to give it a fair shot. 

Maybe physical journals aren't my jam.  Maybe my writing needs to be in blog.  So, here we go. 

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